Forgiveness
by Terence Winch
from Boy Drinkers
Father Cahir kept us holy.
He smoked cigars in the confessional.
He had a distracted air about him,
as though he wasn't sure what
he was supposed to do next.
I don't remember what he taught.
History, probably. It was his
liberal attitude as a confessor
that made him a legend.
No matter what you confessed to,
he always barked out the same penance:
“Three Hail Marys and a Good Act
of Contrition. Next!”
So we tested
this leniency, confessing
to rape, murder, burglary.
Cahir paid no attention.
He knew we were a bunch
of high school punks.
Puffing his cigar,
he'd issue his standard
penance and absolve all sins,
real or imagined,
with godlike aloofness,
his vast indifference to
or total acceptance of the darkness
within the human soul
exactly how I hope the deity
regards us. Take forgiveness
any way you can get it.
2 comments:
Jim,
Thanks for sharing this poem, I am only beginning to digest the full meaning of it.
Also, thanks for sharing this picture - did you take it? I had visualized something far different when I visualize Julian and her cell. Very interesting.
Hope you're well, and I hope you've been able to get out to hike in the mtns of VA! (though not my beloved home state of VT, these mountains are still quite beautiful.)
Have a wonderful weekend!
Peter Carey+
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Yes, I took the photo of the cell in 2003. Inside is a shrine to Julian. In all candor, there is some dispute about whether the cell was rebuilt and embellished over the centuries; the cell and the church in which in sits was completely destroyed in WWII and rebuilt, and probably nowhere close to the original. But it is on the same site as Julian's cell.
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