"Let There Be Light" - A place for conversation with the Rector of St. Paul's Memorial Church, 1700 University Avenue, Charlottesville, Virginia, 22903 http://www.stpaulsmemorialchurch.org/
Saturday, October 18, 2008
La Ofrenda
Friday, October 17, 2008
Forgiveness any way you can get it
Forgiveness
by Terence Winch
from Boy Drinkers
Father Cahir kept us holy.
He smoked cigars in the confessional.
He had a distracted air about him,
as though he wasn't sure what
he was supposed to do next.
I don't remember what he taught.
History, probably. It was his
liberal attitude as a confessor
that made him a legend.
No matter what you confessed to,
he always barked out the same penance:
“Three Hail Marys and a Good Act
of Contrition. Next!”
So we tested
this leniency, confessing
to rape, murder, burglary.
Cahir paid no attention.
He knew we were a bunch
of high school punks.
Puffing his cigar,
he'd issue his standard
penance and absolve all sins,
real or imagined,
with godlike aloofness,
his vast indifference to
or total acceptance of the darkness
within the human soul
exactly how I hope the deity
regards us. Take forgiveness
any way you can get it.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Feast of saints
You may not have noticed but this week we get a feast of saint days. On Tuesday we celebrated Samuel Isaac Joseph Schereschewsky (1831-1906), who may not be a household word, yet his deeds were extraordinary: as the Anglican bishop to Shanghai, China, he translated the Bible into Chinese typing with one finger after physical infirmities rendered him disabled. Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Sacred space on the dashboard of my car
The Sacred
by Stephen Dunn
After the teacher asked if anyone had
a sacred place
and the students fidgeted and shrank
in their chairs, the most serious of them all
said it was his car,
being in it alone, his tape deck playing
things he’d chosen, and others knew the truth
had been spoken
and began speaking about their rooms,
their hiding places, but the car kept coming up,
the car in motion,
music filling it, and sometimes one other person
who understood the bright altar of the dashboard
and how far way
a car could take him from the need
to speak, or to answer, the key
in having a key
and putting it in, and going.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Journalism: Vital to a free people

I have not, heretofore, commented on this blog about the state of journalism, the profession in which I devoted most of my adult life and in which I still have many, many friends. It should be of vital interest to all of us that journalism, and journalists, find a way out of the economic morass that has plagued the profession for several years now. The recession, or depression, hit newspapers several years ago, well before the economic crisis that is plaguing all of us.
Monday, October 13, 2008
The ethics of politics in the pulpit: Differing views
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Worth your time: Words from the Presiding Bishop

In this congregation, I can probably ask how the wine grape harvest is going in the south of France or in Napa, and somebody will be able to tell us. Out of curiosity, I went looking on the internet yesterday, and discovered that in northern California this year the harvest of some wine grapes started on 1 August, the earliest in recent memory. It started in eastern Washington State about 10 days ago, and at least in the U.S., it will go on for several more weeks until most of the grapes have been sent off to start being turned into wine. If you’ve never seen vineyards at harvest time, it is an absolutely glorious sight, and a furious buzz of activity. The owners of the vineyards, and the vintners, have been praying a lot over the last few months – for rain, sun, and cool weather in the right amounts and at just the right times. They’re waiting for a harvest of excellent grapes, not so much a bumper crop as the finest quality.
That image of a fruitful vineyard is an ancient biblical way of talking about God’s people. God is eager for a rich harvest that can be fermented into rare and wonderful wine. When Isaiah says, “Let me sing my beloved a love-song about his vineyard,” he’s talking about the beauty and abundance and the rich feast for which all creation is intended: righteousness, justice, shalom.
Go out these doors and see the wonder of creation at harvest tide and you will appreciate the motivation of that love song. Last weekend I got to see the glory of leaves changing along the length of New Hampshire, and in the last couple of days I’ve gotten to see the beginnings of it between New York and here. I’ll sing that love song, too, for the wonder of creation and fruitfulness in its season. The created order does its work gloriously with or without our assistance – sometimes more fruitfully without – but this great vision of the prophets is about the vast interconnections between human beings and the vineyard we’ve been loaned.
That’s right – loaned. Jesus’ parable is a reminder that we’re all tenants here, and none of us an owner. This loan was made with enormous collateral and the expectation of pretty significant return on investment. The financial crisis in this country and around the world may be an appropriate reminder that all of us live on credit. We live on borrowed time, in borrowed space, and we’ve been loaned the skills to plant the vineyard and make fine wine. But God is our creditor, not the banks. This parable is about what happens when the tenants forget they’re tenants.
Yesterday this Church made a public act of repentance for our participation in slavery and profiting from it. Profit from it, you say? Just a few examples: in 1860, 80% of the clergy of the diocese of Virginia, and probably two-thirds of them in Maryland, owned slaves. Today, many if not most of the banks in which we put our meager or abundant savings have at some point profited from forced labor. The pension fund that serves the clergy and lay employees of this church was started by someone who also profited from forced labor. None of us is clean once we begin to look below the surface. At some level we have tried to produce a harvest by forcing somebody else to do all the work.
The very idea of enslaving another human being results from assuming that we can own any part of the vineyard, rather than having been set here to keep and till it, and produce fruit that must be shared. Think for a moment about owning and ownership. At its root, those words mean possession, and having. Owning can mean having something in your custody, being a steward, or it can mean having the right of life and death over another part of creation. That second understanding is what owners asserted over slaves, the National Socialists over supposedly inferior races, and what we do to creation when we treat it as a commodity. The first understanding of caring for the garden is the biblical one.
There’s another aspect to that word possession as well, for it is what happens to us when we think we own something in the second sense, when we believe we have full and ultimate rights over it. We actually become possessed by it, and it’s a lot closer to the sense of being possessed by evil spirits from which Jesus heals people in the gospels. If we assert an ungodly power over another human being or part of creation, that ungodly power actually begins to possess us, in a decidedly unholy way. Some have described it as being possessed by our possessions.
We are as a nation right now reflecting abundantly on what it means to be possessed, or dispossessed, by our possessions – our investments, mutual funds, stocks, credit card loans, home mortgages. Lots of people are feeling empty and sick and pretty powerless in the wake of recent market machinations. To many, it’s feeling like a bitter and pitiful harvest. But it is providing an opportunity to tend the vineyard. There are too many who think there are no grapes to be found there, or only little sour ones.
Where or how are we going to discover a rich and abundant harvest, or help others find those sweet grapes? Sometimes that harvest turns up in surprising places. I visited a tiny congregation last weekend. I gather there are about 20 people when they get together for worship, and most of them have had senior discounts for a very long time. They run a food bank, and a thrift shop, and they’re renovating an old house at the back of the church parking lot. Part of that house will become an apartment for a low-income family, and the other part will let the thrift shop expand into accessible quarters. A rich harvest is being realized, maybe not in the world’s terms, but in lives transformed – both those who receive food and clothing and shelter, and those who have discovered a deeper way to serve their neighbors. Those sweet and juicy grapes are mostly found as one human being meets another, where the body and blood of Christ mingles with the world.
But the parable moves on to judgment. The vineyard owner sends the rent collectors. The tenants have forgotten that their loan is ever going to come due. And the ensuing carnage is not unlike the recent chaos of our financial system. What is there to show for all those loans written only as an excuse to put money to work – money that cannot rationally have expected any harvest? It’s like planting grape rootstock in plain water – it may grow for a while, but you’re never going to get any meaningful harvest. Indeed the rootstock itself will eventually rot and die.
What are we going to invest in? Where are we going to plant vines and tend them? The bitter emptiness and fear around us would actually be an appropriate place to go and plant new rootstock. It’s fresh ground that’s been tilled, ready and waiting for a bold investment of life-giving spirit. That’s partly what Jesus means when he says that new tenants are going to be invited to lease the vineyard – the owner is looking for folks who can think differently, like a good entrepreneur. Try new ventures, even unlikely ones. Invest in places and people that have potential for growth. Plant good news, hope, and possibility in that newly turned earth – but it can only be done in person. It needs flesh and blood, incarnate presence, the Body of Christ, us, to do the planting. That fresh ground will produce a bountiful harvest. The tenants who think they own the vineyard will never produce anything like it.
And that line about the rejected stone becoming the cornerstone? You may worry about stumbling into it, but when the harvest comes, that’s what gets the grape juice flowing. You have to crush the grapes in order to make wine. Not crush them to smithereens, but just crack the skins. When we’ve cracked our own shins and skins on the rocks in our path, any and all of us can become finest wine and richest harvest.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Elk Trails
Among my favorite poets is Gary Snyder, who now lives up in the hills above Sacramento but has a storied life living on the road or working on fishing boats or with his hands. He was one of the "Beat" poets of the 1950s-1960s; he won a Pulitzer a few years ago. Snyder's poems are intensely spiritual, worth mining and meditating upon, and reflect his Buddhist orientation (and he has translated a number of ancient Chinese texts into English). Years ago I used to meditate in my morning prayers with a portion of his epic poem Mountains and Rivers Without End.Elk Trails
Gary Snyder
Ancient, world-old Elk paths
Narrow, dusty Elk paths
Wide-trampled, muddy,
Aimless . . . wandering . . .
Everchanging Elk paths.
I have walked you, ancient trails,
Along the narrow rocky ridges
High above the mountains that
Make up your world:
Looking down on giant trees, silent
In the purple shadows of ravines—
Above the spire-like alpine fir
Above the high, steep-slanting meadows
Where sun-softened snowfields share the earth
With flowers
I have followed narrow twisting ridges,
Sharp-topped and jagged ass a broken crosscut saw
Across the roof of all the Elk-world
On one ancient wandering trail,
Cutting crazily over rocks and dust and snow—
Gently slanting through high meadows,
Rich with scent of Lupine,
Rich with smell of Elk-dung,
Rich with scent of short-lived
Dainty flowers.
And from the ridgetops I have followed you
Down through heather fields, through timber,
Downward winding to the hoof-churned shore of
One tiny blue-green mountain lake
Untouched by lips of men.
Ancient, wandering trails
Cut and edged by centuries of cloven hooves
Passing from one pasture to another—
Route and destination seeming aimless, but
Charted by the sharp-tempered guardian of creatures,
Instinct. A God coarse-haired, steel muscled,
Thin-flanked and musky. Used to sleeping lonely
In the snow, or napping in the mountain grasses
On warm summer afternoons, high in the meadows.
And their God laughs low and often
At the man-made trails,
Precise-cut babies of the mountains
Ignorant of the fine, high-soaring ridges
And the slanting grassy meadows
Hanging over space—
Trails that follow streams and valleys
In well-marked switchbacks through the trees,
Newcomers to the Elk World.
(High above, the Elk walk in the evening
From one pasture to another
Scrambling on the rock and snow
While their ancient, wandering
Aimless trails
And their ancient, coarse-haired,
Thin-flanked God
Laugh in silent wind-like chuckles
At man, and all his trails.)Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Hiking around Charlottesville
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Gone to the lilies of the field

Here's a gift from our friend Karen:
Camas Lilies
by Lynn Ungar
Consider the lilies of the field,
the blue banks of camas
opening into acres of sky along the road.
Would the longing to lie down
and be washed by that beauty
abate if you knew their usefulness,
how the natives ground their bulbs
or flour, how the settlers’ hogs
uprooted them, grunting in gleeful
oblivion as the flowers fell?
And you — what of your rushed
and useful life? Imagine setting it all down —
papers, plans, appointments, everything —
leaving only a note: “Gone
to the fields to be lovely. Be back
when I’m through with blooming.”
Even now, unneeded and uneaten,
the camas lilies gaze out above the grass
from their tender blue eyes.
Even in sleep your life will shine.
Make no mistake. Of course
your work will always matter.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Animals, house meetings, what a day!
Friday, October 3, 2008
The Spiritual Journey: One inch at a time
A Spiritual Journey
by Wendell Berry
And the world cannot be discovered by a journey of miles,
no matter how long,
but only by a spiritual journey,
a journey of one inch,
very arduous and humbling and joyful,
by which we arrive at the ground at our feet,
and learn to be at home.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Saint Francis and simplicity
This coming Saturday is the official feast day of Saint Francis of Assisi, and the simplicity of his life and his care for all living creatures speaks not just to his own time but our own. Francis is probably the most popular of the saints and his life, not surprisingly, has become the stuff of legend, movies and myth. Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury,pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.
Grant that I may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Frogs, prayers, place for everything
Last night, I could no longer read another newspaper or another columnist explaining the predicament of world markets, the dysfunction of the Congress, or prognosticate about which presidential candidate should be doing what. So I went through my collection of "Dwellings," the poems and paragraphs sent by my friend, Karen, to all of her friends over the years (I now have more than 500 stored in my email). I found many wonderful gems. Here's one she sent three years ago, marking the season and more: